Truth be told

I’ve been working very hard on myself and my goals this past year, and I’m at this point where i value my time very highly. But people fail to realize that and assume that I’m going to put up with it. Don’t get me wrong here, I’m always down to make time and change things up for people who are actually trying to do something. What I meant was people who just simply do nothing for me but waste my time. I just don’t have the energy for this kind of thing anymore.

When someone is “busy” and can’t reply but they’ve been snapchatting nonstop for the past hour. lol

I’m the type of person who gives many chances so you must of really fucked up if I’m completely done with you

I’ve been giving it my best for so long. I don’t think I can handle this anymore. The stress of everything got me so messed up I’m starting to get claustrophobic in my own home.

When you’re 300% done with life and people think it’s a good idea to push your buttons.

When you treat someone like they’re unwanted and in the way eventually they’ll think they really are unwanted and in the way.

If I were to disappear right now, I’m sure you wouldn’t even bat an eyelash. It’s hard to think that you became apart of my daily life so fast, and you’ve become someone I hold in a special light. Maybe I’m over thinking it, maybe not. 

Sometimes it feels like I’m talking to a wall

I just feel so burnt out right now that I don’t enjoy what I do anymore. I have a hard time being motivated to even do daily activities. I honestly would be happy with just being in bed all day and just not deal with things anymore.

Even though everything was for the best, I have a hard time coming to terms with all this. I have this heavy feeling in my chest that refuses to go away. I always want to be alone but at the same time I want to talk to someone. It’s been so long since I really felt like this. What’s worst is that there’s this sense of being lost. Like where do I go from here? Maybe it’s the fact that so many things happened at once, maybe it’s just life telling me to stop dreaming and wake up. I just don’t know anymore. I have so many words to say, yet none at all.

I hate those kind of people who put no effort in progressing in a conversation. I understand if you’re busy, but if you’re going to hit me up trying to start a conversation with me and then leave me hanging for hours at a time and then replying to me with a half ass answer that basically signals the end of a conversation, please just don’t talk to me. I rather have you stop replying, than to see your half ass answer that is impossible to reply to. Even if it’s a couple seconds I don’t want to waste my time reading your message and end up feeling like I’m not worth your time or effort for an actual reply.

People really need to look at themselves before they start lecturing others. It seriously pisses me off when you talk to me about worth ethics and being successful when you dropped out of high school and spend your days since then bumming around and free loading off of others. I work my ass off just to get by. I don’t want to hear bull shit from you, when you haven’t done anything for your life or well being in years. Check what you have done with your life before you start preaching to others.

I love it when you’re watching/reading something with an obvious ending, and yet it still gives you that “holy fuck” reaction because it was presented and done is such an amazing way.